Monday, 27 October 2008
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Try to understand smth xDD  Seleny...Angel 09:57:18 |
 | Fear...
Why?!
I'm afraid not to know what to say.
Stupid topics!.. USA! USA! USA! Dammit!
No, I'm not nervous!
And also a writing...
I'm really afraid to fail everything!!!
I need to meet Kate...A cinema. Yeah...
Always, when I need to talk to her, I hear only this stupid voice in the cell phone "...try to call later..."
And all those letters))It was so nice to read them.
 Coldplay
Mood: ...
I want: To head for some warm island, far away from here
Tags: My life, My thoughts..., Questions, About nothing |
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Tuesday, 21 October 2008
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| Perfect world..? Seleny...Angel 16:08:55 |
 | Autumn...
It's so cool to view main pages of different sites and to read smth like:
"Ah! Autumn!!! What a wonderful season!" & "Dammit! I hate it! This stupid fall always only spoils everything in my life" xDDD
It might sound strange, but I feel nothing about it! Just NOTHING! I'm a kind of a mix of all these feelings)))
Hm, even less then 2 weeks left till the that competition, but I don't care!=) And then FLEX... *smiling* I will never win it, but, honestly, I don't want to! xD USA... Sure, a nice state, but!!! Poor Ksenya... Now she is in the USA and do you know what? Her family doesn't give her any food, the temperature in her room is about 15C, the nearest shop is 20 mins away by car and she has no warm clothes, 'cause they don't allow her to go and buy some!!! And this is one of the richest states in the world?!Pf! No way! UA - the best country ever! xDDD
Britney Spears - Womanizer
Mood: Good
I want: Where is my bed? xDD
Tags: Forget it, Future, {-Bo-o-oring-} |
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Saturday, 11 October 2008
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| Let's get it started!!! Seleny...Angel 19:13:34 |
 | Ok, I'm back...But not for long! On the 8th of November I'm going to the olimpiyad.
NICE!!! xDDD
But I don't care about it, probably because I'm tired of all these bla-bla-bla-bla)))
Now I'm thinking about smth else) Mmmm, London! England!!!
Dreams-dreams xDDD
Sure, I have a chance to go to London for 2 or 3 weeks, but what about a price of such a trip?..
Ah, it doesn't matter!)))
Now I'm thinking only about the redecoration at home! It will be great, if we would finish it before New Year!)))
Paramore - Here we go again
Mood: Soso
I want: Emm, I don't know
Tags: My life |
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Wednesday, 8 October 2008
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| Forget it! Seleny...Angel 17:33:36 |
 | A headache... Again!!! Damm it!!!
Try to do my h/t, but I can't...
No one needs to know about this...
So why I'm writting this?..
My head simply doesn't work.
What's wrong with me?..
Now I really want to feel fit...
Where is my bed?..
No where! I don't have it now!!!
A redecoration...
A scary word...
I can find nothing...
Silence
Mood: Awful
I want: I don't know
Tags: Awful(((, About nothing, Forget it |
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| Morning Seleny...Angel 05:09:54 |
 | You wanted to see London?=)
Here you are!
The whole town is covered with fog...
Like a big ghost.
Cold and wet - a real autumn...
Tokio Hotel
Mood: Emmm
I want: Not to go to school...
Tags: My thoughts..., About nothing |
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Thursday, 2 October 2008
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| _Mrs. Destiny_ Seleny...Angel 14:47:17 |
 | Who is SHE?
What does SHE mean in our lives?
Or, SHE IS our lives?..
No!!! It's wrong!!!
SHE is evil!!!SHE kills people!..
We fight with HER since our first breath and till the end of our lives!..
I always thought, that our life - it's the only one to be blamed in all our difficulties!
But no...
SHE is!!!
Everyday we meet HER!
Everywhere!!!
SHE steps silently and then, suddenly, when we don't expect HER to turn up, SHE rushes through the crowd and choose us!..
And that's when a real fight begins!
But not all of us can overcome HER!..
Only the strongest!.. Who has a strong will...
My mother does and she did it!!!
She won the fight!!!
She proved, that human beings can be stronger, then SHE is!!!
SHE is our destiny!..
-Knock-knock!
-Who's there?
-Me?
-Who "me"?
-Your destiny!..
-Fuck off!!!
We write our own lives!!! We!!! Not SHE!!!
Nena - Fragezeichen
Mood: Good
I want: Hm...
Tags: [...Feelings amd emotions...], My thoughts..., About nothing |
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Wednesday, 1 October 2008
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| Really, why?.. Seleny...Angel 17:45:10 |
 | Ah, do you know, why I like Thursdays?..
'Cause on Thursdays' mornings I get up and say myself:"Hold on! Only 2 days left till holidays... Cheer up!"
Tomorrow is Thursday!
But the morning of the Friday is the nicest thing:
"Finally!!! The end of the week!!!"=)
And I also like, when we don't have to come on the 1st lesson)))
Tomorrow I'm sleeping for one more hour longer)))
Only 4 lessons till 13:15 and then: Home, Sweet home!! xDDD
Autumn makes me feel always tired... Or, maybe it's school?)))
Doesn't matter!
I must admit, that I'm quite a sleepyhead)
It's horrible, when I have to rise at 6:25...
Of course, I don't sleep till 16:00, but...
12 hours for a sleep - the best time to feel fit)))
And no-o-o-ow...
Say "Good Bye" to Sel=),
'cause Sel=) is saying you "Sweet Dreams!!!"=)
Good Night!
Tatu - You and I
Mood: *sleeps*
I want: To hug my pillow
Tags: My thoughts..., [...Feelings amd emotions...], Night Thougths, School is sucks! |
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Sunday, 28 September 2008
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| An empty room... Seleny...Angel 17:45:17 |
| So difficult!..
All these things...
Put them into the boxes...
I don't feel like saying "Bye" to them...
I'm not ready yet!!!
No! Don't take my memories!..
I can't handle this situation!
It looks so gloomy!..
Rihanna - Cry
Mood: I don't know...
I want: Nothing
Tags: [...Feelings amd emotions...], My life, My thoughts..., Somewhere only we know, About nothing |
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Friday, 26 September 2008
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| F-R-I-D-A-Y!!!! Seleny...Angel 13:39:57 |
 | Say it again and again!!!
I'm happy!!!
Two days of sleeping, listening to the music and mixing in the ICQ!..
Thank Goodness!!!
So tired of going to school!!!Just wanna stay at home and to lie in the bed!!! Ah,my pillows!!!
Why do I have to study Math, Physics and Chemistry, if I know, that I don't need it in my life?!
All these laws... Yuck!!!
NikitA
Mood: 99 red balloons!... Mmmm?xDDD
I want: To blow up the school!!!
Tags: School is sucks!, Somewhere only we know, Yahoo!!!, Happy! |
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Thursday, 25 September 2008
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| xDDD Seleny...Angel 12:35:30 |
 | OMG! I can't stand it!!! xD
Our English school book is so damm stupid!!!
One exercise from it...which I had to do at the lesson. The topic of the unit was sport...
You have to answer the questions ... So, here they are:
1) You are a good swimmer, aren't you? - No, I'm not
2) Do you have much training? - No...
3) Have you got a good trainer? - No...
4) What is his (her) name? - Dammit!!! I don't go in for sports!!!  ![]:-)](http://xywe.com/i/smiles/devil.png "]:-)")
5) Is swimming your only sports? - somebody, please kill me! I can't read this nonsence anymore!!!
What can you learn, by answering these questions?!
N-O-T-H-I-N-G!!!
Or what about our teacher?..
She says, that I can't use "'cause"!!! It's a sl!!!
"We don't have Oxword books ar school, so you have to use only words from our book"
Wonderfull english lessons: our teacher and my classmates talk about Bred Pitt, Jonny Depp and other stars At English?! *going crazy*
But I'm sooooo happy, that it's Friday tomorrow!!!! Aliluya!!!!
8 lessons, then English at home and holidays....
Ah... Amazingly nice!!!
Sel, relax, take it easy...xD
Nelly Furtado - Say it right
Mood: Niceeee
I want: Mmmm, "Skittles"!!! xDDD
Tags: School is sucks!, Crazy!!!, {-Bo-o-oring-}, Holidays, Happy! |
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Saturday, 20 September 2008
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| So strange... Seleny...Angel 10:28:39 |
| Now I'm talking with one of my friends... And do you know what'd I realized?..
I haven't been celebrating the St. Valentine Day for 3 years!..
Must be the "best" St. Vanentine Day was this year)
From 9 a.m. till 4 p.m. Sel'd been sitting in the cold building and preparing for the olimpiyad)
Then a snowy way home, lunch and I went to my friend...Just to relax after that awful hours, which I's spent at that university. Music and funny talks))) And then only my walkman and a short dark way home.
But suddenly, a loud noise and a hard hand on my shoulder.
- Hey, wait a min, what's up? - two my classmates...
- Ouch, don't scare me like that! What're guys doing here?
- Just going around.And you're...
- An evening walk, will you believe in this?
- Nope!*smiled* How is Sondra?
"How did he understand, that I was at her place?.."
- She's OK. Ok, guys, I'll go, 'cause I'm cold. The weather is sucks!
- Wait, do you have some new music or films at home?
- Aha, let's go...
20 minutes, spent near my comp and a full flash-card with my music)...
While leaving my home they turned around and said:
- Ah, and by the way, Happy St. Valentine Day...
- Thank's... Bye.
Heh, and in a one week I had my Birthday party...
Ah, all those things! Why am I writing them now? So foolish!
Paramore - We're broken
Mood: OK
I want: I don't know
Tags: About nothing, [...Feelings amd emotions...], My thoughts..., My life |
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Wednesday, 17 September 2008
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| An Allergy and a Headache....My old good friends. Seleny...Angel 19:28:24 |
 | Do you have dreams?..
I do... I have a special copy-book, where I write down all my dreams and then underline, which come true...
But now I want only to sleep enough!!! I want to lie in the bed for the whole day and to watch DVD's...
And that's all! No! I also want to light the candles...
Lonely romantic)))
Keane
Mood: I'm not sure
I want: To sleep for the whole day
Tags: Somewhere only we know, My life, My thoughts... |
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Tuesday, 16 September 2008
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| So difficult!.. Seleny...Angel 05:02:02 |
| Damm, it's too difficult 4 me!!!
Everytime, when, I hear music, I start singing automatically!!!
It's impossible!..
I want to sing...(((
This stupid illness!!!
Silence
Mood: Bad
I want: To sing!!!
Tags: My life, SOS!!!!, Somewhere only we know |
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Sunday, 14 September 2008
Wednesday, 10 September 2008
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| I'm tired... Seleny...Angel 15:49:16 |
 | Stress, stress, stress...
I hate this word!!!
A headache, which has been killing me for the last 3 days.
Now everything is serious: I can't sing, I can't laugh, I can't talk too loud, I can't show my emotions...
Maybe I really need to become a robot?=)
Everyday I go to sleep at 9 p.m., 'cause I simply can't stay awaked any more. Even now I want to hug my pillow and forget about everything...
Real autumn is knocking at my window and nothing can stop it.
I hate autumn! Because of its rains and dark clouds...
It's raining outside...And now I feel so bad...
There are days in my life, when I want to listen only to Keane, Coldplay and Placebo... Here they are...
"If you wanna play it like a game? Well, come on, come, let's play"
Paramore
Keane
Mood: Awful
I want: To sleep and to get rid of this pain...
Tags: My life, My mood, Somewhere only we know |
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Monday, 1 September 2008
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| The first school day, still feel cold and etc) Seleny...Angel 12:31:03 |
| Only +10C above zero and I had to sing... I felt so cold, that my voice even were trembling, though, everyone only were talking about how good I was. I don't think so! The music were too loud, the wind was too strong, I felt too cold!!! Hm, maybe is just my self-criticism... Now I'm afraid, I might fall ill, as I always do xDDD As my cousin said:"You managed to fall ill, even in summer, when it is hot and you can get the stupidest illness ever"
And now I want to say, that the most comfortable, warm and nice clothes are sneakers, jeans and a warm jersey with a hood)))Talking about our class... Well, many really good guys left the school and entered thechnical schools. Now we have a freshman in our class and only 25 people in it. As earlier we had 35))
Maybe it's good, that the class became smaller, but now it's much more different, then it was before. I've never been really "open" to all my classmates, only to my friends, the number of who isn't more then 5)
Rihanna - Disturbia
Mood: --cold
I want: Warm!!!
Tags: School is sucks! |
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Wednesday, 27 August 2008
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| ~Mmmm~ Seleny...Angel 20:35:05 |
| So strange...
Try to keep my hands closer to the candle to get warm...
I really feel cold. Again.
Mmm,fortunately, my cat made me feel warm, while lying on my legs=)
Feel better now...
Only 4 days left till the fall.
And I hate rains. I hate a dark sky... I feel sad and depressed then.
I don't need this.
Paramore
Mood: I'm not sure
Tags: [...Feelings amd emotions...], My thoughts..., Night Thougths |
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Tuesday, 26 August 2008
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| Cold, cold, cold, cold!!!Damm, so c... Seleny...Angel 20:24:37 |
 | Cold, cold, cold, cold!!!
Damm, so cold!!!!(((
My hands are frozen...
My jaw hurts again... It's painful to talk, to eat, to open my mouth wide.
A Doctor? Well, she says not to talk for 2-3 week! But I'll never do this.
Maybe only when I get on a desert island))) But I never will)))
The only thing, that I can do is to wear a scarf=)
Keane
Mood: Em...
I want: I won't tell you=p
Tags: Night Thougths, Sleeplessness, [...Feelings amd emotions...] |
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Monday, 25 August 2008
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| My bed=))) Seleny...Angel 21:35:52 |
| Today, I'm sleeping im ny bed, with my pillows and teddy bears xDDD
Yeah, be sure, I have Teddy Bears))) Three! A big one and very fluffy, a smaller one amd a Me to You teddy))) 
Here it is=)))Don't take it
Ah, I lost my mind)
Last two days I crashed with my friend. Her parents left the city and we decided to spend these weekends at her house. The weather was so hot and stuffy! Yuk! But, it was raining cats and dogs yesterday night. I couldn't fall asleep. I hate rain! I hate thunderstorm!!! I was lying in the bed and trembled everytime, when there was one more flash of the lightning on the night sky.
...Only 5 days left till the next school year. 10th form... I'm not gonna go to school till the 1st of September. No! No! No! That won't do! I have to disappear in the end of this week.. . Or simply not to pick up the phone xDDD
P!nk - So what?
Mood: Nicccceee
I want: Doesn't matter=p
Tags: Free-time activity))), {-Bo-o-oring-}, Night Thougths, Sleeplessness |
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Monday, 18 August 2008
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| {-Bo-o-oring-} Seleny...Angel 20:29:56 |
| MaX is offline, Sondra too...
Damm(((
So lonely! Only music is saving me now!
The only thought, that it is only 2 weeks left till the new school year, makes me wanna scream!!!
Fortunately, all teachers decided to get on their vacations in the end of the this month))) No one gonna call me, ask to do smth, etc. But, in case of what, I’ll disguise)))
I'm planning to leave my home for this weekend: spend a few days at my friend’s place, her parents are leaving the house, so, we’ll have fun, just like at the small “after-party” after my Birthday party xDDD Sounds so stupid!!! I won’t tell you about this...
A.R.M.Y. - Rain
Mood: Mmmm?..
I want: To talk!!!!
Tags: {-Bo-o-oring-}, About nothing, Sleeplessness, SOS!!!! |
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