Monday, 30 June 2008
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[Thoughts]  Seleny...Angel 19:31:30 |
 | ...Yesterday I was lying in my bed and couldn't fall asleep...It happens quite often with me. I hug my pillow and think about thousand things. But still, keeping my eyes open, I look at the neon stars on my wardrobe and dream about something far-away. Real love, romantic, happiness - lately these have become really far-away. Very difficult to find them in our every-day life...Who knows, maybe it always was like that?
...But the truth is that I realized, that time runs too quickly!Ha, now I start thinking about Keane. She says, she has no time, for you now(c)
...And I understood, that this site and this blog means a lot to me. Because here I write almost everything I feel. Of course, I have a diary in my real life... But among two my blogs in the Internet, most of all I like this one. Because only here I'm honest. 'Cause no one of my friends and relatives know about it. 'Cause the biggest number of people, which visit this site daily is not more than 10... And this page will stay after me forever!
 Silence
Mood: Good
I want: You won't believe - ice-cream)))
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Wednesday, 25 June 2008
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| ...Milk and Honey... Seleny...Angel 21:04:52 |
 | Will it help? I hope so!!! That's it! Guess what? No? Ok...
I'm ill again. Lucky? Be sure in this! I'll be alright!
I just need some support, love and... And that's all!
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Tuesday, 24 June 2008
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| Damm, I miss it(((( Seleny...Angel 19:14:33 |
 | Today I've realized, that I really miss English. But not like a school subject, but like a language. Earlier I used to mix with people from different countries, but all I can see now are red flowers in my contact list, which means, that they are off-line. But the truth is, that it's very dificult to find a person, who is pleasunt to talk to. With whom you can laught together on-line)))) Sure, I'll never forget our conversations with my cousin. The way how we go crazy in our icq-conversations everytime, when the darkness falls on the town)))) Ah, now he is on-line. Just in time!...
...Just have come from my backyard Listen to my advice: NEVER let your cat get on the roof of your house!!!N-E-V-E-R!!!!'Cause in another way you'll have to take her off from that high place What I've just done.
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Monday, 23 June 2008
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Sunday, 15 June 2008
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| Happiness=)) Seleny...Angel 08:38:36 |
| What is happiness for u? For everybody it means smth special=) Yesterday I's watching the concert of Sir Paul McCartney on TV. Actually, I've never heard his music before, except of "Yesterday"))) But, talking about the enegry, with which he encouraged all people, who were there, standing under the heavy shower... It was owesome!!! All people were smiling!!! It's so cool to watch they singing and dancing, and simply having fun! Everybody! Kids, adults, teens and even old people!))) I appreciate such moments a lot! I like when others are happy! It makes me smile! On yesterday evening I was happy! These people were real! Without suits, that they wear everyday, going at work, without a make-up, only with smiles!)))) Yesterday, all people were like a single whole...
The power of music is very strong. And I'm sure, that in the list of most powerfull feelings and emotions it's not on the last place! It goes after Love!..
Consert of Tokio Hotel
Mood: I feel smth special)))
I want: to pass the last exam)))
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Saturday, 24 May 2008
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| [Why am I so stubborn?!] Seleny...Angel 20:55:18 |
 | It's must be my mentality. ![:-\](http://xywe.com/i/smiles/confused.png ":-\") Sometimes I can't understand myself... Everyday I get up at 6:50, then I go to school, bla-bla-bla, come home, have my dinner, do my h/t and then tired and sleepy have only one wish:to get to my bed, as quickly, as it is only possible. But I don't do this!!!Stupid, stupid, stupid!!!I usually go to the kitchen to wish my mom "sweet dreams" and stay there till the soap-opera CSI:NY isn't finished. Isn't this stupid??? Then, next day I can hardly open my eyes and to turn off the alarm, singing "Wake me up, when September ends" All morning are the same for me, 'cause I don't remember them. I do everything automatically and only at school I finally wake up. And today I'll stay awake till I won't get to know the results of the Eurovision. But the good thing is that tomorrow is Sunday The sweeeetest day in the whole week, after Saturday.
Holidays - 4eva!!!
Exams are sucks!!!![]:-)](http://xywe.com/i/smiles/devil.png "]:-)")
TH - Hilf Mir fliegen
Mood: So so
I want: Ice cream))))
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Tuesday, 20 May 2008
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| Almost the end of the sping... The spirit of summer in my heart and soul... Seleny...Angel 18:10:18 |
 | The sun shines, the sky is clear and blue with big white and fluphy clouds, the weather is warm and I feel good. Sometimes I even forget about my future exams=) I haven't written here for quite a long period of time, 'cause I have to give up a lot in order to get a proper prepiration for all those tests. Ah, I'm so nervous, I'm afraid... Especially for Math and Ukrainian. I'm afraid I'll fail them I know these subjects well, but I'm so tired of studing and learning smth new. And I'm not sure, if this 2 and a half months will be enough for me to relax and to have fun The only one problem, is that my friend's Birthday Party is on the 2th on June and on the 3rd of June we have our first exam... This is unfair!!!And this is not all! On the 2th of June we have a special consultation Ah... But still, life is good, the Sun shines, the sky is also blue=)...
Smth from the film Sweet November... Ah, such a sweet movie
Mood: Nice...
I want: Ice-cream(yes!!! I need it again!!!)
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Sunday, 11 May 2008
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| Math - is an evil!!! Seleny...Angel 08:41:40 |
| Math, Physics, Chemistry... Sometimes I wonder, how can people like these subjects , but of course, all people think like this. Someone can't understand, how can some people like English, Art and etc... Yesterday, the whole evening, I'd been sitting in my room and doing Math Our teacher is crazy. And I'm not kidding!!!Yeah, we have to prepare for our exams, but tell me, why do we have to show her, that we do smth. It's a personal thing of everyone! Smb wants to pass this dammit exam, and smb doesn't care about this!The only thing, that makes me happy is that I finally have a chance to listen to the music! But I still can't understand how can I put videos on the iPod(It's all because of Math!!!! I need a killer, Math's killer )
Vanilla Sky - Distance
Mood: Unsettled)))
I want: To go roller-skatng
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Thursday, 17 April 2008
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| Hi there) My mood is much more b... Seleny...Angel 14:31:41 |
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Hi there) My mood is much more better today! And I don't know why Maybe, 'cause I realized, that it is almost the end of the 9th schoolyear, maybe, 'cause my friend has her Birthday on the next week(but now she is very ill Mary! Get well soon! ). I don't know!!! I have to prepeare for my exams, but I can't force myself to go and to do this. Hm, maybe I was right, when I gave that advice to Kristine Well, I don't know! Help me! How can I learn that stupid cards?Ah!
By the way, we have the second wave of flue in our town and that's why I've been sitting at home for the second week There are only 13 pupils in our class now.LOL They simply do N-O-T-H-I-N-G at the lessons. Many teachers are sick too... Cool!
I miss my friends!!! Ahhh! Hm, I wonder, what is Kattie doing now? And Sondra, and Mary... Ah! I know, that I'm crazy, but I want to go to school  I just need to see my friends!!!
Tokio Hotel - Ich bin da
Mood: Good
I want: I want to go roller-skating, to eat ice-cream and to sing. But I can't do all these things)))
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Wednesday, 16 April 2008
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| ...It's so sad to be alone at home... Seleny...Angel 10:09:30 |
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...It's so sad to be alone at home, especially, when you are ill... When all people frome your contact list are off-line... Must be, that's what I can call loneliness?...It's only Wednesday today and I have to stay at home till the next week. And I can hear only:"Don't go outside or do you want to have complications???" But still, when everybody are away I leave the house, sit down on the steps and look on the blue-blue sky with white... oops, they are grey now... clouds. It's a pity, that my walkman is broken now((( and I can't listen to the music, so no one can bother me.
Tokio Hotel - Sacred
Mood: So...so...
I want: To get well
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Friday, 4 April 2008
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| Soap bubbles!!!! Seleny...Angel 15:31:08 |
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It seems, that nothing can spoil my good mood now. Ha, maybe))) Today was a cute day, but it hasn't ended yet And I don't feel sad and sorry,'cause we have to go to school tomorrow!(Was it Me, who said that? ) I just feel happy! But I can't explain, why I feel like this. I'm just happy, that the sun shines, white and fluffy clouds are in the sky...Hm, maybe it's me, who is in the clouds?..... Yeah!!! It's so easy to make our days happier!To walk down in the park after school and to start up soap bubbles))) Maybe it's spring, which makes me feel so? I don't know, but I like this! And actually, today I realised, that, when we become adults the more we want to be kids again, and when we are kids - we want to grow up as quickly as it is only possible! And it's so cool to be a teen!'Cause no one can tell you, that you are crazy,(but in real we all a little bit crazy ), 'cause you hold a balloon in your hand, have fun with your friends and start up soap bubbles!)))
Martha - Few seconds
Mood: Cute
I want: Ice Cream!!!!
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Wednesday, 2 April 2008
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| I'm back... Seleny...Angel 15:09:38 |
 | Here I am, with new tasks, ideas and dreams... No, must be my dreams are still the same=)Now I can finally feel the spring's spirit outside: the weather is warmer, the sky is not so sad, like it was before... Everything seems to be brighter!I'm looking forward to summer. Finally, I will have a chance to sleep a lot, to skate, to have fun(perhaps I think so )But before summer's coming, I have to pass my exams Geography, Math, Ukrainian, English-D ) and Biology... Scary
P.S. By the way, it's stil painfull for me to eat and to open my mouth wide... But I keep singing all the time and talking...
Smth of Avril Lavigne...
Mood: Cute
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Friday, 21 March 2008
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| See you soon) Seleny...Angel 15:44:20 |
| Ok, tomorrow I'm leaving My mood is not so bad, like is was before, but still it's not like always I'm nervous... Aa-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a!:-D I can't even descride how I feel I don't know what else I can say.I hope, that I have an angel and he or she will help me) All evening I'll be sitting in my room, listening to the music and watching at the candle, or to write down my thoughts into my diary)))Wish me luck! See u in one week)
Tokio Hotel - Rette Mich
Mood: Soso
I want: I want to win smth)))
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Saturday, 15 March 2008
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| It's about 2 a.m. now... And I don'... Seleny...Angel 23:27:39 |
| It's about 2 a.m. now... And I don't want to go to bed...I think about so many things and it seems, that I will never understand them... I'm very nervous, maybe I'm a little bit scared... I just need some support. Yeah... I don't want to go to another town! I don't want to participate in that stupid competition! I'm tired... I have to learn so many things...in one week. I have to repeat everything... And I don't want to! All these thoughts have been destroying my brain for three days and still now I can't stop thinking about this... I want to break away! I can't understand, why do we have to stay at that town for a whole week? It will be so dificult... But I don't think, that I'll win smth. I'm not so lucky!.. Lucky Sunny... Ha, sometimes my friend call me like that) It's so strange... I must be have to go to bed... But I won't fall asleep!! Ah...
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Thursday, 13 March 2008
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| I'm in a dee-e-e-p shock... Seleny...Angel 12:28:16 |
 | Somebody, pinch me, please... I can't imagine this! How can they think about this?! Yeah, the last year was quite successful for me and I'm really very tired. But, it's not the end yet.......... There are about 35 school in our town and I study in a ve-e-e-e-ery small school. It's only 3 minutes away from my home and, all in all, I have been studing in it for 8 years, just from the beginning. And now another big school, which seems to be one of the most famous one, but, honestly, it's like a serpentine nest, wants me to go into their school(((( 'Cause they say it will be better for me, but of course, it'll be good only for their school, only for increasing their popularity................................ OMG... It's so stupid! Where is Kate, when I need her so much?.. The answer is simple - at school!!! And I'm at home...
Lama - The light and the dark
Mood: Sux...Help me to improve it, please....
I want: To fly...))))
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Sunday, 9 March 2008
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| Kate!!!! Seleny...Angel 09:39:00 |
| One day I'll kill her! Honestly!!! Where is she? We decided to go to the pizzeria and where is she now??? I think we won't have a chance to have fun ... The weather is sux! It's raining outside(I hate rain!!!) Where is this summer, when I need it so much!? .................... Wow! Kate was in the bathroom and she didn't hear her phone Goodbye pizza - hello lessons! ... Still, school is sucks!!!! 
Green Day - Holiday!!!
Mood: Soso
I want: It's impossible!.. maybe)))
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Monday, 3 March 2008
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| What a nice day!))) Seleny...Angel 19:49:37 |
| First of all, I woke up! Cool start, isn't it? Then like usually - school... But it was a good day I finally told to that stupid teacher that I wouldn't sing at that stupid competition!Hoh!Feel better now. But another thing, which is bad, that Kate(my best friend) must sing on it. How can't this teacher understand, that he had a flu??? But, honestly, it's just a excuse But it doesn't matter!She doesn't want to participate in this competition and that's all! Another thing, that we will sing on the holiday this Friday. This is different. I hope, that everything will be cool! I have already found songs... Cool, cool, cool! OMG, I don't know why, but I feel so good! The only I want to do is to go roller-skating Unfortunately, it's cold outside But I have already skated this year. It was so unusual I felt like flying))) I'm waiting forward to skating again...
Simple Plan - No love
Mood: I feel good!
I want: To go skating!.. but tomorrow, now I need to sleep)))
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Wednesday, 13 February 2008
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| St. Valentine Day... Seleny...Angel 18:08:58 |
| Tomorrow is the St. Valentine Day))) And I will be on special lessons till 15 p.m. tomorrow(((Cool=,B But it's a common thing for me to spend this holiday alone. Unfortunately, we have a quarantine now and I won't have an oportunity to meet with my friends... I wonder, what is Kate doing now?.. I missed her so much! She always supports me).................And now I don't want to go to that stupid olimpiad. I don't want to represent out region at the whole Ukrainian competition. I think, that I'm not ready. It's a very big responsibility.
No doubt - Don't speak
Mood: Normal
I want: I want...Ah, it still won't come true(
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Tuesday, 5 February 2008
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| ... Seleny...Angel 20:05:26 |
 | I'm so tired!!! School is sucks! Hate it. If I like singing, it doesn't mean, that I can sing everything. How can they ask me to go on that stupid competition? And how can I prepeare everything in 2 lessons a week??? And I can't show my emotions, when I'm singing THAT songs... They are senseless! It seemes to me, that teachers and my classmates think, that I'm a robot... But I need rest too!.. Sorry, I'm just very nervous and tired now. I need to think about smth very beautiful, to look at the candle, at sky, to listen to my favourite music... Or maybe just to go to bed...Or to dream, again...Only dreams can help me to forget about this rude world
Tokio Hotel - Spring Nicht
Mood: Sad
I want: I don't know...
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Monday, 28 January 2008
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| My life and me - too things, which are too changeable... Seleny...Angel 20:58:38 |
| Hm, lots of things have happened in my life lately. I was looking forward to winning perhaps the 5th prise at the regional competition and I won the 1st one... I still don't believe in this. It's quite strange for me to win smth When I heard, that I had win, I was shocked. Really.First I started screaming and then I tried to find my best friend in my class's crowd. I came up to her, hugged and started crying. I can't explain u why... Must be cause, I realised, that... Ha, I DON'T KNOW WHY! Must be, I just was really happy. But on the other hand, I was ve-e-ery tired. And still now, I don't know, why I started to write in this blog... To express myself? Maybe... To communicate with other people? E-e...not very much... So, on this page I'll try to write my thoughts, but it's not very easy, cause sometimes I think, that I'm from another planet It's strange, but it's true. All in all, i won't have enough time to write down my thoughts...cause I'am hardly prepearing for the next level of the competition. The whole Ukrainian, in Kiev. OMG, when I think about it, I always become nervous! I don't know how I will overcome this. Sounds funny, like it's a some kind of wall, or smth like that. But, yeah, without support I won't do this. So, I have only 2 months to prepeare. Ready, Set, Go!..
Placebo - Broken Promise
Mood: I'm ok
I want: To go on some beautiful island... Ah, dreams...endless dreams...
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