Monday, 3 November 2008
|
Give her more!!!! (c)  Seleny...Angel 06:07:50 |
 | A morning...
Only 3 hours of sleep...
A cup of coffee!!!
My music! Loud! Very loud!!! Come on!!!..
That's all I need now!
Smile, honey! OK? *smiling*
2 weeks till smth new...
8 weeks till the 1st end...
Yeah! xDDD
 BS - Gimme more
Mood: 0_o
I want: Nothing...
Tags: My life, My thoughts..., [...Feelings amd emotions...], About nothing |
| | Add comment |
Monday, 27 October 2008
|
| Try to understand smth xDD Seleny...Angel 09:57:18 |
 | Fear...
Why?!
I'm afraid not to know what to say.
Stupid topics!.. USA! USA! USA! Dammit!
No, I'm not nervous!
And also a writing...
I'm really afraid to fail everything!!!
I need to meet Kate...A cinema. Yeah...
Always, when I need to talk to her, I hear only this stupid voice in the cell phone "...try to call later..."
And all those letters))It was so nice to read them.
Coldplay
Mood: ...
I want: To head for some warm island, far away from here
Tags: My life, My thoughts..., Questions, About nothing |
| | Add comment |
Sunday, 28 September 2008
|
| An empty room... Seleny...Angel 17:45:17 |
 | So difficult!..
All these things...
Put them into the boxes...
I don't feel like saying "Bye" to them...
I'm not ready yet!!!
No! Don't take my memories!..
I can't handle this situation!
It looks so gloomy!..
Rihanna - Cry
Mood: I don't know...
I want: Nothing
Tags: [...Feelings amd emotions...], My life, My thoughts..., Somewhere only we know, About nothing |
| | Add comment |
Saturday, 20 September 2008
|
| So strange... Seleny...Angel 10:28:39 |
 | Now I'm talking with one of my friends... And do you know what'd I realized?..
I haven't been celebrating the St. Valentine Day for 3 years!..
Must be the "best" St. Vanentine Day was this year)
From 9 a.m. till 4 p.m. Sel'd been sitting in the cold building and preparing for the olimpiyad)
Then a snowy way home, lunch and I went to my friend...Just to relax after that awful hours, which I's spent at that university. Music and funny talks))) And then only my walkman and a short dark way home.
But suddenly, a loud noise and a hard hand on my shoulder.
- Hey, wait a min, what's up? - two my classmates...
- Ouch, don't scare me like that! What're guys doing here?
- Just going around.And you're...
- An evening walk, will you believe in this?
- Nope!*smiled* How is Sondra?
"How did he understand, that I was at her place?.."
- She's OK. Ok, guys, I'll go, 'cause I'm cold. The weather is sucks!
- Wait, do you have some new music or films at home?
- Aha, let's go...
20 minutes, spent near my comp and a full flash-card with my music)...
While leaving my home they turned around and said:
- Ah, and by the way, Happy St. Valentine Day...
- Thank's... Bye.
Heh, and in a one week I had my Birthday party...
Ah, all those things! Why am I writing them now? So foolish!
Paramore - We're broken
Mood: OK
I want: I don't know
Tags: About nothing, [...Feelings amd emotions...], My thoughts..., My life |
| |  5 comments | Add comment |
Wednesday, 17 September 2008
|
| An Allergy and a Headache....My old good friends. Seleny...Angel 19:28:24 |
| Do you have dreams?..
I do... I have a special copy-book, where I write down all my dreams and then underline, which come true...
But now I want only to sleep enough!!! I want to lie in the bed for the whole day and to watch DVD's...
And that's all! No! I also want to light the candles...
Lonely romantic)))
Keane
Mood: I'm not sure
I want: To sleep for the whole day
Tags: Somewhere only we know, My life, My thoughts... |
| | Add comment |
Friday, 5 September 2008
|
| 26, 27... Who's next?! Seleny...Angel 05:03:42 |
 | More and more and all of them are boys...Damm! We need one more person to divide our form into to groups to learn EN and UA... This year everything is like always: Sel don't sleep enough, at 9 p.m. my head stops working and my body does everything automatically... And then: soft pillows. Ah, amazing!
And now I'm waiting for my friend to come and we'll go to school.
And do you know was is the first lesson? Physical training!!!Aaa, after the last year 30m I'm afraid to run! Sounds funny? Maybe, maybe... But the small scar on my stomach doesn't think so...
Well, wish me luck.
I hope I won't fall again)
Em, a club mix of a song
Mood: it's morning morning now, what mood are you talking about?!
I want: Long and long holiday!!!
Tags: My life, My thoughts..., School is sucks!, Wish me luck |
| | Add comment |
Monday, 1 September 2008
|
| It means nothing Seleny...Angel 17:39:55 |
 | I hate, when people feel sad and I can do nothing...
I feel sad too, I'm sorry...
A good person?
I don't think so!
This fear hides somewhere inside of me...
And I can do nothing with it!
Pain, pain, pain!
Deep inside of me.
Don't mention this, you won't understand.
Even I can't understand it at all.
"Kill one and you can save a thousand"...
Truth, but it hurts.
Maybe I'm the one, who is due to be killed?..
Ah, stupid, stupid thoughts!!!
I'm not thinking about killing myself!!!
To commit suicide?No! NEVER!
Background
Mood: LMA
I want: Hm
Tags: About nothing, [...Feelings amd emotions...], My life, My mood, My thoughts... |
| | Add comment |
Friday, 8 August 2008
|
| Trash Seleny...Angel 20:34:13 |
| Today I decided to make a "room-cleaning"... Boah! I didn't expect, that I have so much trash in it! My mother thought, that I was evacuating my room before the repair OMG!
But now, when I've taken out all that old stuff from my room, it became much...aahhh, roomier xDDD
I've found so many different things from my childhood! Old pictures, copy-books, etc... Alive memories)))
The main topic, which is under consideration in our family, is the repair! So strange! And I'm so tired of all these talks... Ah!
I can imagine, how many old things we'll find all over the house! All those things, they remind me about my childhood, when evrything was different! Hm...
(Do not take this pic!!! It's made by me! All right reserved!!! Who'll take it, I will bite you!!!![]:-)](http://xywe.com/i/smiles/devil.png "]:-)") And I'm not kidding)
 NenaUndjetztstehichhierundwa.mp3 ( 04:49 / 6,6Mb )
Nena
Mood: Nice
I want: To talk to someone of my friends...
Tags: My life, My thoughts... |
| | 9 comments | Add comment |
Saturday, 26 July 2008
|
| ...A chocolate cake...=) Seleny...Angel 20:19:56 |
| Hm, one more time I realized how changeable can be my mood... In the afternoon I felt sad and now I fell so good!!! The only thing, that I miss, are my friends. Kate is somewhere in the other part of the town, Sondra, well, she is home now, but... I want to gather with all of them!!! At home, without parents, with music, a cam and a vacuum cleaner XD(Sorry, it's just one of my crazy memories=)))
I want to lie with them on my bed, talk about everything, listen to the music. I really missed that times.
I'll make a cake, with dark or white chocolate...=)
Ha, it even makes me laugh! It's so good to have memories. As some one said: Our memories is the only Paradise, from where no one can turn us out.
TH - Schrei
Mood: Good!!!
I want: Nothing)))
Tags: My thoughts..., My mood, My life |
| | 1 comment | Add comment |
Friday, 25 July 2008
|
| Mmmmmorning Seleny...Angel 08:53:51 |
 | Good morning! Hm, today I’ve got up very early, as for me. 7:34 a.m. Yuck!!
But the good point of my early getting up is that I managed to do lots of thing, that I usually do only in the second part of the day and have no time for doing smth else, or simply lazy to go somewhere.
I have no idea what shall I do now… Keep mixing with my friends on-line, go to my friend, keep mixing with my friends on-line, go to my friend? Ah, I definitely haven't slept enough.
Mmmm, I've made my decision!Now I'll eat some watermelon and then I'll go to my friends. Or maybe no... Sorry, in the morning I'm a little bit, eee, slow
I can't write the name of the song)))
Mood: Ah?
I want: Ice-cream!!!!
Tags: My life, My thoughts... |
| | 28 comments | Add comment |
Wednesday, 25 June 2008
|
| ...Milk and Honey... Seleny...Angel 21:04:52 |
 | Will it help? I hope so!!! That's it! Guess what? No? Ok...
I'm ill again. Lucky? Be sure in this! I'll be alright!
I just need some support, love and... And that's all!
Tags: My life, My thoughts... |
| | 55 comments | Add comment |
Tuesday, 24 June 2008
|
| Damm, I miss it(((( Seleny...Angel 19:14:33 |
 | Today I've realized, that I really miss English. But not like a school subject, but like a language. Earlier I used to mix with people from different countries, but all I can see now are red flowers in my contact list, which means, that they are off-line. But the truth is, that it's very dificult to find a person, who is pleasunt to talk to. With whom you can laught together on-line)))) Sure, I'll never forget our conversations with my cousin. The way how we go crazy in our icq-conversations everytime, when the darkness falls on the town)))) Ah, now he is on-line. Just in time!...
...Just have come from my backyard Listen to my advice: NEVER let your cat get on the roof of your house!!!N-E-V-E-R!!!!'Cause in another way you'll have to take her off from that high place What I've just done.
Tags: My thoughts..., My life |
| | Add comment |
Monday, 23 June 2008
Sunday, 11 May 2008
|
| Math - is an evil!!! Seleny...Angel 08:41:40 |
| Math, Physics, Chemistry... Sometimes I wonder, how can people like these subjects , but of course, all people think like this. Someone can't understand, how can some people like English, Art and etc... Yesterday, the whole evening, I'd been sitting in my room and doing Math Our teacher is crazy. And I'm not kidding!!!Yeah, we have to prepare for our exams, but tell me, why do we have to show her, that we do smth. It's a personal thing of everyone! Smb wants to pass this dammit exam, and smb doesn't care about this!The only thing, that makes me happy is that I finally have a chance to listen to the music! But I still can't understand how can I put videos on the iPod(It's all because of Math!!!! I need a killer, Math's killer )
Vanilla Sky - Distance
Mood: Unsettled)))
I want: To go roller-skatng
Tags: My life, My thoughts... |
| | 13 comments | Add comment |
Wednesday, 2 April 2008
|
| I'm back... Seleny...Angel 15:09:38 |
| Here I am, with new tasks, ideas and dreams... No, must be my dreams are still the same=)Now I can finally feel the spring's spirit outside: the weather is warmer, the sky is not so sad, like it was before... Everything seems to be brighter!I'm looking forward to summer. Finally, I will have a chance to sleep a lot, to skate, to have fun(perhaps I think so )But before summer's coming, I have to pass my exams Geography, Math, Ukrainian, English-D ) and Biology... Scary
P.S. By the way, it's stil painfull for me to eat and to open my mouth wide... But I keep singing all the time and talking...
Smth of Avril Lavigne...
Mood: Cute
Tags: My life, My thoughts... |
| | 6 comments | Add comment |
| |
offline 15 hours 
