Monday, 1 September 2008
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It means nothing  Seleny...Angel 17:39:55 |
 | I hate, when people feel sad and I can do nothing...
I feel sad too, I'm sorry...
A good person?
I don't think so!
This fear hides somewhere inside of me...
And I can do nothing with it!
Pain, pain, pain!
Deep inside of me.
Don't mention this, you won't understand.
Even I can't understand it at all.
"Kill one and you can save a thousand"...
Truth, but it hurts.
Maybe I'm the one, who is due to be killed?..
Ah, stupid, stupid thoughts!!!
I'm not thinking about killing myself!!!
To commit suicide?No! NEVER!
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Mood: LMA
I want: Hm
Tags: About nothing, [...Feelings amd emotions...], My life, My mood, My thoughts... |
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Saturday, 26 July 2008
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| ...A chocolate cake...=) Seleny...Angel 20:19:56 |
 | Hm, one more time I realized how changeable can be my mood... In the afternoon I felt sad and now I fell so good!!! The only thing, that I miss, are my friends. Kate is somewhere in the other part of the town, Sondra, well, she is home now, but... I want to gather with all of them!!! At home, without parents, with music, a cam and a vacuum cleaner XD(Sorry, it's just one of my crazy memories=)))
I want to lie with them on my bed, talk about everything, listen to the music. I really missed that times.
I'll make a cake, with dark or white chocolate...=)
Ha, it even makes me laugh! It's so good to have memories. As some one said: Our memories is the only Paradise, from where no one can turn us out.
TH - Schrei
Mood: Good!!!
I want: Nothing)))
Tags: My thoughts..., My mood, My life |
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Saturday, 24 May 2008
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| [Why am I so stubborn?!] Seleny...Angel 20:55:18 |
 | It's must be my mentality. ![:-\](http://xywe.com/i/smiles/confused.png ":-\") Sometimes I can't understand myself... Everyday I get up at 6:50, then I go to school, bla-bla-bla, come home, have my dinner, do my h/t and then tired and sleepy have only one wish:to get to my bed, as quickly, as it is only possible. But I don't do this!!!Stupid, stupid, stupid!!!I usually go to the kitchen to wish my mom "sweet dreams" and stay there till the soap-opera CSI:NY isn't finished. Isn't this stupid??? Then, next day I can hardly open my eyes and to turn off the alarm, singing "Wake me up, when September ends" All morning are the same for me, 'cause I don't remember them. I do everything automatically and only at school I finally wake up. And today I'll stay awake till I won't get to know the results of the Eurovision. But the good thing is that tomorrow is Sunday The sweeeetest day in the whole week, after Saturday.
Holidays - 4eva!!!
Exams are sucks!!!![]:-)](http://xywe.com/i/smiles/devil.png "]:-)")
TH - Hilf Mir fliegen
Mood: So so
I want: Ice cream))))
Tags: My mood, My thoughts... |
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